I sit down here nearly every morning to write ...
sometimes I post what I write and sometimes I save it as a draft to be finished later.
Those of you who are aware of my procrastination tendencies won't find it surprising that I have 1,035 blog drafts in my blogger account. It's sometimes tough to post one's inner most thoughts though and that's why I have so many drafts...
A great example of that is yesterday's blog - My Most Traumatizing Valentine's Day Evah.
Yesterday I received a couple of condolence messages regarding the lost teen love affair as well as a very heartfelt apology from the cat who was in on all of that heartache, some 22 years ago... I fear that people read that and felt sad... and that wasn't my intention. This could mean that I need to take a "writing class" to better convey my thoughts, but it could also mean that I need to explain "me" to "you"...
I came home from working on a home remix last night around 10 or so and texted Mom to make sure everyone was in one piece and accounted for at their house ... and they were ... we continued to text for a few minutes about our blog traffic for the day and I mentioned to her that "if my 15 year old life was so upsetting to people, their stomach is really gonna be turning when I get to my late 20's" because I myself almost didn't make it through that... we "lol"d and "hahaha"d before ending our conversation for the evening, but I continued to feel 'bothered' that people felt "sad".
It was sad ... I mean, it was a story of teenage heartbreak ... and that sincerely was my first real experience with heartbreak, however as we all know - there are many more heartbreaks to face past the age of 15... and no offence, but you; as my readers are going to have to get a little more thick skinned if I'm going to proceed with this.... :^) I mean... for real... we haven't come close to getting to the tawdry and life changing stuff yet....
Here's the key, kids .... I learned a long time ago that almost everything that happens in life has a funny or ironic side... right after I learned that, I learned that if you looked for the funny and ironic stuff you wouldn't be nearly as stressed out and rattled by what's currently happening... aaaand that was when I "became" the Kim Comer Jackson who sits before you now and realizes that "if no one's killed or maimed, it can be fixed..."
In fact ... I've created a design in Flawn Ocho saying just that....
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